Forever ..

Can I know anything that can be forever? i mean... is long lasting.. Today.. once i wake up (4smtg) den open comp chat wid a frend.. since she so nan de can on9 den i jz chat wid her.. we talk alot.. n noe smtg happen to her.. As usual, most guy jz fan 2 things, tat is money or 女人.. Change to a gurl situation, maka is money or 男人.. For sure, she has both prob.. but i think the main thing make her fan is the 2nd 1.. In general term, is call 感情 or 爱情.. Can i know izit every gathering will has good bye de 1 day? Felt like life is a circle.. everything is cycle jz lidat.. once it come, den we have to accept.. When it go, we have to learn to release.. I do teach her to be cold blooded.. urge she to be dare.. I knew tis is difficult.. but we have no choice.. In reality, 1 side have to b more initiative so that thing can be done.. and the other side have to accept watever is it.. admit it.. I have told alot of things to her.. She said she is bad, evil... but I felt i'm more than that.. cos i influence ppl to b like me.. 1st time felt so worse teach ppl lidat.. motivate ppl to be that.. EVIL.. Actually im jz wanted to help her out from suffering those kind of pain.. Maybe im the guo lai ren.. understand those things.. i aso tuo tuo la la le few years.. only can come out from a better life.. i really hope no1 will follow my pathway.. Suffering pathway i taken.. U know wt? I most enjoy my 2ndary school life at form 5 bcos im free.. can do wtever i wan.. i think my secondary close frend only know the situation of me.. Im most suffer during form2 to form4.. Really dun want to recap back the time.. So, at here, whoever that read this, PLEASE, please.. wei please la! dun try to waste ur time on wrong ppl.. time is so precious and valuable.. Once it pass by, it never turn back again.. So, be appreciate and know what we going to do.. Mistakes can occur to anyone at everywhere on anytime.. it is normal to make it.. and easy as well.. but then if we realize, U-turn can be make.. as long as we want, there is no barrier and ntg can stop us from doing wt we want..DO without caring of ppl's of feeling? sumtime really hard to care of ppl, it wont always be a good-good situation.. sum1 goin to sacrifice a little bit.. That's the reality mer.. Everyone has to experince up and down in their life.. It add more colour in ur life.. Makes more unforgetable memory.. So i jz hope everything settle now.. always believe this .. Tomorrow will be a better day.. At the end, I want give my frend 1 statement : 如果要走，请你记得我。如果难过，请你忘了我。